:: - - » (.. Mood! » Sad :: - - » (.. Date! »OcToBeR 25th 'o3 :: - - » omg :: - - » (.. Quote of the Day! »"Things that beginalways have an end.If you can live on,think always of that."
:: This is my temporary xanga for awhile. kuz da other one is broken...-_-;; the sun is actin up errr...dere r like ashes everywhere! damn sun storm! could you believe dat! damn my xanga aint workin -_-'' err if et doesnt start workin im gunna get reallie mad! halloween is comin up
------------------- everybody cant be everything for you. everybody smiling in your face ..aint always happy for you. everybody giving kisses and hugs..dont really care about you. so becareful what the people around you do or say some of them are true but others are fake.. behind your back they`ll hate. everything that glitters isnt gold.
-------------------------------------------------- If there was a time...where we were in control we were unable to find the bond, we lost it all.... letting the rain drops mix with my tears, day after day, year after year, i lost all hope, and looked upon the sky wishing that one day, i would be able to fly Those who search, will sure find their way ...as for me, im here.......to stay. --------------------------------------
the one that explains it all:
*i know i love him. but its not the love that you feel when you've found the one. just the one that barely satifies the soul. and not the one that makes your heart stop. just the one that for a single moment, makes it skip.*
just some thought:
*i cant stand being your last. especially since your my first. *lost in a dream world..wandering around to find reality. *im one thing you could never and will ever understand. *smile-sometimes my ignorance loves everyone *love, one vicious emotion *how could you understand, if i even don't?
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------------------- eh john here`z da betta pix of me =]
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:: ALwAiSe» l LiLAzNThaNq l » aka » Suzal
boy i look into ur eyez `nd start to realize y0o got a new life `nd plus i aint ur wife so why should i ever think that you would ever want me but ur gone `nd im alone so ill make it seem like i`m ok `nd let you g0 day by day h0pe`n that ur still the same `nd lo0k at me withoutshame b0y i`m goin insane b.kause ur damagin` my brain but b0y f0rever i will wait f0r you b.kause there will nvr be no 0ther f0o you keep things right `nd hold me tight that`z why i`ll do anythin` f0r you includin` bein true i took the risk `nd cut my wrist i said those 3 little w0rds i tried my best to keep it real `nd then i t0ld you h0w i feel i sto0dup `nd act tough but i guess that ain`tenough . . .
